I am excited to see this poem in Myths.
I saw you down the aisle
A row behind me and just
Past the middle of it
I noticed you because the two of you
Were leaned really far forward
So I think you saw me first
I’m pretty sure I hit someone
Or something with my elbow
Because when I noticed my arm later
It was puffy and sore
But all I could think about
Was finding you again
So when I left my seat
And grabbed you from yours
I didn’t care that intermission was nearly over
Or that your date,
Oh no, your husband!
Was waiting for you
All I knew was that I was
Suddenly desperate
And had to talk to you again
I don’t remember now
How we got to the street
Everything’s a blur
Until we reached the sunlight
And I could see up close
And feel with my own sweaty fingers
The face I’ve always loved
I cried so hard you tried to silence me
Though I wasn’t sad
Well, not only sad,
Also ecstatic and relieved
And your face!
Your face was still so welcoming
I couldn’t believe it
Then we talked and you told me of your life
And the gracious work you do
I had to ask because I didn’t know it
But what is your new last name
I suppose the joke behind it
Didn’t strike me as funny
No matter though
I just loved to see you laugh once more
But then your laugh became a song
And your voice was not your own
Instead I heard Roberta Flack singing
“Where is the Love?”
While you smiled and turned away
Setting out to silence the song
I’ll never enjoy again
I realized that turning around would be the admission
That I was now awake
With you again absent from me
And while I know I shouldn’t admit it to the world
At that grasping moment,
Just like now,
I couldn’t stop crying
© Gayle Force Press 2008